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Wednesday, April 25, 2018

{Guest Review: Alex} Never, Never and Never Again by K.M. Breakey


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Page Count: 563
Published on: January 4, 2018
Published by: K.M. Breakey
Genre(s): Historical Fiction, Romance
Source: Paperback- provided by author
Age Rating: sexual content - young reader advisory

Where To Find ItGoodreads // Amazon  

My Rating: 1.75 stars










Goodreads synopsis:

Audrey is a starry-eyed Brit, Pieter a tenth-generation Afrikaner. At the height of Apartheid, they fall in love. A life of splendour awaits, but the country is shifting underfoot. The winds of change fan revolution, and Michael Manzulu’s rage boils. He is hungry, and will risk everything to destroy his oppressor.

When white rule gives way, trepidation is tempered by precarious optimism. Mandela will make the miracle happen. Or not. Twenty-three years on, South Africa has suffered unprecedented decline. The country unravels and fear is pervasive. Fear of persecution, land seizure, slaughter. Pieter and Audrey march on. They navigate the perpetual threat. They pray the wrath will not strike their home.

Recently, voices of protest cry out, none louder than the bombastic scholar, Kaspar Coetzer. World leaders cautiously take note, but will they take action? More importantly, can they?

"Never, Never and Never Again" is a story of vengeance, greed and corruption. A story the world ignores, but a story that must be told…before it’s too late.
 



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I was sent  Never, Never and Never Again by the author, K.M. Breakey, for the purpose of reviewing the novel. This is the second novel I have reviewed for Breakey. My review for Johnny and Jamaal can be read here. As with the first review, minor spoilers ahead.


Never, Never and Never Again follows the Van Zyl family from the 1970s to 2018. The first section of the novel follows Afrikaner Pieter Van Zyl as he charms and marries English Audrey Hudson. This first section dabbles in racial tension and conflict during Apartheid, but focuses on the romantic relationship as it unfolds.


The second section jumps to the end of the 20th century. Pieter and Audrey have two children and Nelson Mandela is elected President. The parents are worried about the end of Apartheid and a future with Black government.


The final section takes place in 2017-2018. The Van Zyl’s son moved to Canada and is returning home for his parents’ 40th anniversary. He brings his 4 year old son and coworker to see his homeland. South Africa has become hostile to White citizens and the family faces the effects of decades of social change.


I enjoyed the chapters of the book that talked of things other than the Van Zyl family more than the rest of the book. Overall, the novel is decent and brings up a topic that I didn’t think much of until recently. Part of my ignorance on South Africa came from a lack of information presented in high school World History classes. I appreciate Breakey’s desire to write on subjects that are often ignored by the general population. Breakey also writes out his character’s dialects when they are speaking. It was easier to read than in Johnny and Jamaal and I appreciate the balance between worldbuilding and legibility.


Unfortunately, that is more or less where the positive feelings end. The novel has a blatant right-wing, Pro-White/Anti-Black tone. The degree of political feeling doesn’t really have bearing on whether the novel is good or bad, but the characters that are clearly admired by the protagonists are comfortable with making fun of liberals and left-wing ideals. Rather than be professional, the “savior” in the story attacks people and not ideals. Repeatedly in the novel, the protagonists talk of how Blacks were happy under Apartheid and would still be savages if not for the Afrikaner settlers. In the last section, Breakey uses the characters to criticize Western governments for taking in non-white refugees and the danger they bring to those countries.


Apart from political and racial issues with the book, Never, Never and Never Again devotes too many pages to romances that feel forced. Pieter and Audrey fall in love over what feels like a month and are married approximately 13 months after their first meeting. Then, in the third section, the Van Zyl’s daughter falls in love with her brother’s Canadian coworker after maybe a month as well. This pairing feels especially forced and has awkward sex scenes and hurried romantic interactions.


Both criticisms could have been written better. I feel that if they were, I would not have issue with the book and would rate it much higher. But, the readers are clearly meant to like the protagonists and share their racial/political views that are, to be frank, problematic and unhealthy. The romances came across as awkward as well.


I could be completely wrong in how I read the book. It took me a few weeks to read it, only finishing it because I did not want to give up halfway through. I was disappointed with Breakey’s latest release, especially compared to Johnny and Jamaal. I may go back and reread that novel to compare the two.


I would love to hear other opinions on this novel, as I could have grossly misinterpreted it.

Recommendations by Alex:
Happy reading,
Alex

Tuesday, September 12, 2017

{Review} Night Shift by Debi Gliori

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Page Count: 32
Published on: January 12, 2017
Published by: Hot Key Books
Genre(s): Sequential Art, Graphic Novel, Children's, Picture Book, Mental Health
Source: Hardback - via publisher
Age Rating: YA
Where To Find It: Goodreads // Amazon
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My Rating: 4.5 stars



Goodreads synopsis:

'Debi Gliori is amazing. Her pictures offer people an insight into depression that words often struggle to reach. She makes visible the invisible. And I for one want to thank her for that.'
- Matt Haig, bestselling author of Reasons to Stay Alive

A groundbreaking picture book on depression with stunning illustrations.

With stunning black and white illustration and deceptively simple text, author and illustrator Debi Gliori examines how depression affects one's whole outlook upon life, and shows that there can be an escape - it may not be easy to find, but it is there. Drawn from Debi's own experiences and with a moving testimony at the end of the book explaining how depression has affected her and how she continues to cope, Debi hopes that by sharing her own experience she can help others who suffer from depression, and to find that subtle shift that will show the way out.

'I have used dragons to represent depression. This is partly because of their legendary ability to turn a once fertile realm into a blackened, smoking ruin and partly because popular mythology shows them as monstrous opponents with a tendency to pick fights with smaller creatures. I'm not particularly brave or resourceful, and after so many years battling my beasts, I have to admit to a certain weariness, but I will arm-wrestle dragons for eternity if it means that I can help anyone going through a similar struggle.'
 


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Hey, guys!

      I was sent this stunning picture book for an honest review from Hot Key Books and I'm so glad that they contacted me to read this. This book is so inspirational and it revolves around such an important topic that should be discussed with all age groups. 

      Night Shift is a gorgeous picture book about the author, Deb Gliori's, struggle with depression. Throughout the book, Gliori's illustrations and story personify her struggles in order to explain the impact that depression can have on a person. Through her art and her testimony at the end of the book, Gliori captures how mental illness can impact a person psychologically, physically, and emotionally. 

     I really thought this book was beautiful. Gliori's illustrations were not only beautiful, they were impactful and inspiring. As someone who does not have depression and has never experienced the full impact of what it can do, I thought this book really informed me of what others face everyday. Her journey through her hardships really spoke to me and her message of hope and healing was so beautiful.

I highly recommend this book to everyone. This revolves around such an important topic that I think children of all ages are capable of understanding. I'm so excited to share this book with everyone. 

Happy reading!
Olivia
~LivTheBookNerd~

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Tuesday, July 11, 2017

Hello, Sunshine by Laura Dave

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Page Count: 256
Published on: July 11, 2017
Published by: Simon Schuster
Genre(s): Fiction, Women's Fiction (Chick Lit), Contemporary, Adult, Mystery, Drama
Source: Paperback ARC from publisher
Age Rating: New Adult/Adult
Where To Find ItGoodreads // Amazon
Book Depository: {click here}

Twitter@lauradave

My Rating: 4 stars








Goodreads synopsis:

From Laura Dave—the author of the “addictive” (Us Weekly), “winning” (Publishers Weekly) and critically acclaimed bestseller Eight Hundred Grapes—comes a new novel about the secrets we keep…even from ourselves.

Sunshine Mackenzie truly is living the dream. A lifestyle guru for the modern age, Sunshine is beloved by millions of people who tune into her YouTube cooking show, and millions more scour her website for recipes, wisdom, and her enticing suggestions for how to curate a perfect life. She boasts a series of #1 New York Times bestselling cookbooks, a devoted architect husband, and a reputation for sincerity and kindness—Sunshine seems to have it all. But she’s hiding who she really is. And when her secret is revealed, her fall from grace is catastrophic. What Sunshine does in the ashes of destruction will save her in more ways than she can imagine.

In our modern world, where celebrity is a careful construct, Laura Dave’s compelling, enticing novel explores the devastating effect of the secrets we keep in public…and in private. Hello, Sunshine is a fresh, provocative look at a woman teetering between a scrupulously assembled life and the redemptive power of revealing the truth.



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This book was sent to me from the publisher for an honest review. This does not affect my review at all. 

Hey, guys!

      I was contacted by Simon Schuster to read and review Laura Dave's newest novel (WHICH COMES OUT TODAY!). I was automatically intrigued by the synopsis of this book. YouTube star? Cooking? Drama? Secrets? This sounds like a great novel! Of course, I accepted the review request and I anxiously waited for my copy to come in the mail. This book was compelling and addicting from page one. I really could not put it down! The main character had such a complex and drama-filled story that I just had to know more. It didn't matter that I didn't like her one bit! 

     This book was such a lovely read. It sucked me in and wouldn't let me go. Laura Dave has such a great writing style. Her characters are so complex and she manages to create such interesting backstories within a fairly short book. 250-ish pages isn't very long, but with Dave's writing it seemed much longer (I mean this in the best way. I didn't want this story to end).

      Hello, Sunshine follows the lifestyle mogul and internet chef, Sunshine Mackenzie. Sunshine has everything! A loving, hunky architect husband, multiple #1 NYT best selling cookbooks, a great reputation, and a new cooking show with the Food Network in the works! In reality, Sunshine isn't the golden girl that she reveals online...she has secrets..lots of secrets that she doesn't want revealed to the world. When those secrets are revealed, her "perfect" world comes crumbling down and she doesn't know what to do. In this novel, Sunshine Mackenzie has to figure out who she is. 

      I really enjoyed this book. I thought the characters that Laura Dave created were really interesting, though not all were very likable. The main character, Sunshine, was definitely not the greatest. This doesn't mean that she was a bad character, she was just not a great person. Sunshine is very cringe-y sometimes and it's hard to feel much sympathy for someone who basically ruined her own life. The other characters, were also tragically realistic as well. There weren't too many people that I genuinely liked all the time. I don't think that was an issue though, because all of the character had their own REAL issues that they dealt with on a daily basis. The one character that I absolutely loved was Sunshine's nce, Sammy. She was just such a cute kid. She was so smart and snarky. She reminded me of my sister Reagan. A character who is like my sister is a huge win for me. 

      I felt like all of the side characters had really interesting stories and backstories. There was never a time where I thought a character should have been omitted from the story. Each side character helped the main character's story progress or added another interesting quality to the story. I loved how Laura Dave wrote these characters. It was so fun to read. 

     I also don't think that this book is driven by a strict plot line. This book is very character oriented, which I loved. It also wasn't driven by any kind of romance. It was all about Sunshine's story and her journey to finding herself again. If you're looking for a women's fiction story without the unrealistic romantic relationships and interesting characters around every corner, than this book is definitely for you. 

       Sunshine's story was so compelling and her character arc throughout the book was fantastically done. Dave wrote her change in such a real way. Sunshine had to go through denial, forgiveness, and growth to get to where she was at the end of the book. This book is a great beach read, car read...well, it's just a great summer read! I recommend it to anyone who is looking for an interesting contemporary read. I'm definitely going to have to pick up Dave's other popular novel, Eight Hundred Grapes. It sounds so interesting. If it's anything like Hello, Sunshine then I will be more than pleased. 

Other Awesome Contemporaries:



  • Me Before You (Me Before You #1) by Jojo Moyes
  • Maybe Someday by Colleen Hoover
  • Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell
  • The Unexpected Everything by Morgan Matson
  • Anna & the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins
  • Eliza & Her Monsters by Francesca Zappia

  • I hope you enjoyed this review! 
    Happy reading!
    Olivia 

    ~LivTheBookNerd~
    @LivTheBookNerd on Books Amino

    Tuesday, June 20, 2017

    Dead Ed In My Head by Barbara Catchpole

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    Page Count: 160
    Published on: May 2017
    Published by: Raven Books
    Genre(s): Contemporary, Paranormal
    Source: Paperback - provided by publisher
    Age Rating: middle grade
    Where To Find ItGoodreads // Amazon
    Book Depository: {click here}


    My Rating: 1 star
    Overall Opinion: 99% boring 1% entertaining







    Goodreads synopsis:


    Tod, the hero, is in Year 11 of school. He is an angry boy with relationship issues with his father who has left home to set up with That Little Tart From The Office and with his mother who is nine months pregnant. He deals with his anger by behaving badly and shouting. As if that wasn't enough for any teenage boy, his head becomes invaded by the undead spirit of a wannabee Rock Star (Ed). Ed grows into Tod's brain, even trying to take it over and being quite frankly no help at all. During the story Tod meets his bossy girlfriend and delivers a very smelly younger baby sister together with gaining insights into why adults are so useless. It is a funny book about the disadvantages of having anyone else share your head. 

    Barbara Catchpole was a teacher for over thirty years. She taught English, Special Needs and more or less anything else that was left over at the end of the timetabling. She has three sons of whom she is unbearably proud. She still spends a lot of time working in schools. Her main interest is in writing books for young people that are set in the real world and presenting characters that could be real teenagers. She tries to make them funny most of the time with just a little sadness thrown in because life's like that. She believes that adults can communicate really well with teenagers if the adult just makes a huge effort.


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    Hey, guys!

    I was sent this book by the publisher for an honest review.


          Overall, this book was a major disappointment. I was rarely entertained and the majority of the story was so boring and blah. It was a waste of two days (the only reason it took two days was because it was so boring and awful). It was just very badly written and lacked any kind of substance. I would not recommend this book.

         This book follows seventeen year old Tod who is an stereotypical troubled and angry teen. His world becomes even more filled with angst when his head is invaded by his friend, Ed, an elderly gentleman who just died. Over the course of the book, Tod meets new people and gains insight into the world of adulthood. 

         Let's just start with the whole premise. The premise was originally what interested me in this book when the publishing company requested that I check it out. However, while the book sounds really interesting the whole execution of it was a total mess. The characters are so boring and two-dimensional, they didn't fit the age group they were put in (it read like a children's or middle grade novel), and the plot lacked any kind of structure. Not only did the author censor certain words she didn't keep the censoring consistent. Not to mention that the cover even has the term "nob" which is considered a British curse word.

        The main character Tod was really annoying and quite immature for his age. He lacked any kind of dimension, common sense, or personality. Anything that happened to him was way too convenient and annoying. The character Ed did not enable the story to flow much at all. His appearance in Tod's head was never rationally explained -- was it magic? was it a supernatural influence? was it fate? -- it was never explained at all. Tod's girlfriend (I don't even remember who she was) was really annoying as well. Their relationship just suddenly happened and it was very insta-love-y and, again, annoying. Their relationship was supposed to make Tod look like he was growing as a person, I'm sure, but it did absolutely nothing for the story. 

    Overall, this book was not good at all. I feel like more effort went into the cover than the story, which is very sad. 

    Books You Would Love:


  • Drowning of Arthur Braxton, The by Caroline Smailes
  • A Time To Reap by Jonas Lee
  • All The Bright Places by Jennifer Niven
  • Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time, The by Mark Haddon
  • Deadline by Chris Crutcher


    • Happy reading, all!
      Olivia
      ~LivTheBookNerd~
      @LivTheBookNerd on Books Amino

      Thursday, June 1, 2017

      A Brightness Out Of the Blue by Jill Atkins

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      Page Count: 200
      Published on: 2016
      Published by: Raven Books (Ransom UK)
      Genre(s): Realistic Fiction, Retelling, Fantasy?
      Source: Sent from publisher
      Age Rating: MG/YA
      Where To Find ItGoodreads // Amazon
      Book Depository: {click here}


      My Rating: 2 stars
      Overall Opinion: Entertaining, but not that great










      Goodreads synopsis: 

      When you're at rock bottom ... life can't get any worse ... you don't see the point of carrying on ... someone walks into your world and makes all the difference. 

      Ella is mourning her dead mother and suffering the cruelty of a new step-mother. But when Martha, an old lady, falls in the street and Ella helps her get home, she feels Martha's strange magical power. Soon her life begins to change for the better. 

      A Brightness out of the Blue is a beautiful modern-day fairytale with a twist in the tale.



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      Hey, guys!

      I was sent a copy of this book from the publisher for an honest review.

            I was actually looking forward to this book. It was one of the books that Raven Books had offered to send me, along with a batch of their upcoming releases.I'm always intrigued by a good retelling, and the fact that it was a Cinderella retelling made me even more interested. Unfortunately, this book fell short and I wasn't too impressed.

            After the death of her beloved mother, Ella's father begins anew with a new and cruel woman. Ella runs away and tries to begin her life again, independently. When Martha, an older and mysterious lady, falls into Ella's life she knows it will never be the same. Her life begins to turn around and Ella's life becomes much more interesting. 

            This book was unfortunately really disappointingly predictable. It followed the Cinderella template religiously and there weren't any moments that really screamed to me "THIS BOOK" or wow'd me. It was just very cliche and boring for the majority. The characters were very two-dimensional and lacked substance or personality. The relationships between the various characters were lacking any kind of real feelings towards each other. Overall, the characters and the relationships between them needed to be fleshed out much more to make me feel for any of them. The main character Ella, especially, was very whine-y and I could not feel any kind of sympathy for her. She need a good whack with the strong protagonist stick. 

           This book read like a contemporary or realistic fiction book, but when the author added the touch of ambiguous magic without any kind of explanation, I got pretty annoyed. Magic is magic for a reason, but in this book it was just there without a reason. I'm not sure if the character is a witch or what, but I wanted answers at the end of the book. I'm still not sure if the book was supposed to be a modern day fantasy, a paranormal fantasy, or just an awkward take on magical realism. Either way, I'm not a fan of the execution of the book. 

           Overall, this book was fairly entertaining, but lacked the qualities that make a great retelling. When writing a retelling it is important (to me) to stick to the original story but totally make it your own through original characters, settings, and new plot points that are totally off the wall. There was a decent plot but it needed to be fleshed out and consistently written throughout. This would be a good novel for younger readers (ages 11-15) to start out with when being introduced to fairy tale retellings. It wouldn't be the best but it would be a good introduction to what can be done with the genre. I think that I would have enjoyed it much more when I was age 11 to 13. 

      Other Retellings You Would Love:
      • A Court of Thorns & Roses by Sarah J. Maas (ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVORITE SERIES)
        • Beauty & the Beast + Fae
        • My Rating: ALL OF THE STARS
      • Throne of Glass by Sarah J. Maas
        • Cinderella + assassins and political intrigue (loosely based)
        • My Rating 4.75 stars
      • Dorothy Must Die by Danielle Paige
        • dystopian after Oz - Dorothy is evil
        • My Rating: 5 stars
      • East by Edith Pattou
        • Norwegian Beauty & the Beast retelling
        • My Rating: 5 stars 
      • The Fairy Tale Detectives (The Sisters Grimm #1) by Michael Buckley
        • Descendants of the Brothers Grimm. Solving mysteries in a town full of fairy tale characters 
        • My Rating: 5 stars
      • Cinder by Marissa Meyer
        • Dystopian fantasy retelling with moon people, cyborgs, political intrigue, and a fantastic cast of characters.
        • My Rating: 5 stars

      Happy reading!
      Olivia 

      ~LivTheBookNerd~
      @LivTheBookNerd on Books Amino

      Thursday, May 25, 2017

      Girl on the Verge by Pintip Dunn

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      Page Count: 256
      Published on: June 27, 2017
      Published by: Kensington Publishing
      Genre(s): YA, Thriller, Mystery, Contemporary, Realistic Fiction
      Source: ARC -from the author/publisher
      Age Rating: YA
      Trigger warnings for harassment and assault and domestic turmoil
      Where To Find ItGoodreads // Amazon
      Book Depository: {click here}

      Twitter@pintipdunn


      My Rating: 3.75 stars
      Overall Opinion: Disappointing & not that magical






      Goodreads synopsis:

      From the author of The Darkest Lie comes a compelling, provocative story for fans of I Was Here and Vanishing Girls, about a high school senior straddling two worlds, unsure how she fits in either—and the journey of self-discovery that leads her to surprising truths.

      In her small Kansas town, at her predominantly white school, Kanchana doesn’t look like anyone else. But at home, her Thai grandmother chides her for being too westernized. Only through the clothing Kan designs in secret can she find a way to fuse both cultures into something distinctly her own.

      When her mother agrees to provide a home for a teenage girl named Shelly, Kan sees a chance to prove herself useful. Making Shelly feel comfortable is easy at first—her new friend is eager to please, embraces the family’s Thai traditions, and clearly looks up to Kan. Perhaps too much. Shelly seems to want everything Kanchana has, even the blond, blue-eyed boy she has a crush on. As Kan’s growing discomfort compels her to investigate Shelly’s past, she’s shocked to find how much it intersects with her own—and just how far Shelly will go to belong…



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      Hey, guys!

      I was sent an advanced reader's copy by the author and the publisher for an honest review.

            I've been a follower of Pintip Dunn's books since she and Kensington Publishing sent me her novel The Darkest Lie (4.5 stars) in April of last year. I was really impressed by the way Dunn crafted her characters and her plot in TDL. I was really excited to see how her writing has improved and how she dealt with serious issues in her work. Once again, I was really impressed with Dunn's writing. 

            This book was more intriguing compared to The Darkest Lie, but I don't think I enjoyed it any less. This book follows Thai-American Kanchana who lives in a predominately white Kansas town. She has always felt like she does not belong in Thailand with her family or in Kansas with her peers. Her grandmother chastises her for becoming westernized and often claims that she is no longer a "good Thai girl". Although, Kanchana embraces her Thai heritage, she longs to design clothes and go to an art college. When her mother agrees to take in an orphaned girl named Shelly, Kan embraces the chance of welcoming someone new and making them feel welcome in her small-minded town. Things suddenly go south when Shelly begins to envy Kan's life and begins to creepily manipulate her friends and family. Kan decides to investigate Shelly's previous life. 

           This book is very creepy and twisty-turny. That isn't an official term, but that is what it is. I really enjoyed how Dunn established her story. I was instantly caught up in Kan's life within the first few pages and I loved to read about her family's culture. The food, in particular, was especially vivid. I loved the descriptions. Her characters were very well fleshed out and it never felt like the racism and other-ing drove the story. The way Kan dealt with being pushed by her family and her peers. The non-aggressions that she faced daily are heart-breaking, but I never felt like her drove the plot. It was so realistically written. I also really liked Ethan's character. He wasn't the stereotypical guy...he's a ballroom dancer! How cool is that! I also loved that he was so hard working and passionate about his dancing capability. I didn't like how insta-lovey Ethan and Kan's relationship was. It got kind of annoying and escalated a bit quickly. 

           The mystery surrounding Shelly got super creepy quite quickly. It was a good creepy though. I really liked that there were chapters in Shelly's perspective. It was interesting to see what was going on in her head. Really creepy sometimes, but still interesting. I was really impressed by how clueless I was for the good majority of the book. Towards the end, I guessed the twist, but there were still some elements of the twist that I did not see coming. It was kind of annoying how dismissive Khun Yai and Mae were about the whole ordeal, but the fact that they had something to hide was a bit of an explanation. It was like a Criminal Minds or N.C.I.S. episode, which was pretty fantastic. It just needed Reid and it would have been perfect 😉.

      Image result for reid criminal minds gif

           There were a few aspects to the book that I didn't enjoy as much. One of them being the character Ash. Ash was supposedly Kan's best friend, however she never gave me any kind of reason to like her or sympathize with her. She never really stood up for Kan when she was being harassed or made fun of, she wasn't very sympathetic or understanding, and she never seemed like a very great friend, overall. 

           This book is an #ownvoices novel which was really fantastic. I really enjoyed reading from Kan's perspective and her whole family was really fascinating. Her culture is so beautiful and I loved every second of it. I feel pretty enlightened and I highly recommend this book if you're searching for a contemporary thriller. 


      Review for The Darkest Lie: {click here}
      Pintip Dunn's Goodreads Page: {click here
      Preorder GIRL ON THE VERGE on Amazon [here
      Pre-order GIRL ON THE VERGE on Book Depository [here]

      Happy reading!
      Olivia 

      ~LivTheBookNerd~

      @LivTheBookNerd on Books Amino


      Tuesday, May 23, 2017

      The Magician (A Fool's Journey #1) by Mark Pannebecker

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      Page Count: 29
      Published on: May 2, 2017
      Published by: Smashwords
      Genre(s): Occult, YA
      Source: eBook- from author
      Age Rating: YA
      Where To Find ItGoodreads // Amazon
      Book Depository: {click here}

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      My Rating: 1 star
      Overall Opinion: Boring and poorly written




      Goodreads synopsis:

      Book I, The Magician introduces 15 year-old Benjamin Porter and his attraction to the rebel, nonconforming, bad element of high school when he befriends Craig Marse (The Magician) who pushes the limits of socially acceptable behavior. Drugs and violence become a way of life for Benny as he tours through Craig’s world of bikers and drug-dealers.

      A Fool’s Journey is a 21-part series of novelettes that follows Benjamin Porter (The Fool) through the Major Arcana of the Tarot. Ben’s journey begins in Book I, The Magician when he learns the use of power for destructive ends.


      ~~~

      Hey, guys!

      I was sent this book for an honest review.

           I'm just going to say up front that I did not enjoy this book at all. I'm sure the book was written to be symbolic and full of metaphors and symbolism and have an underlying message, but I just didn't get it. I thought it was boring and I didn't like the characters, the writing style, or the "plot". I knew from the beginning that I would not like this book. I was hoping for something really interesting, but after reading the first page I knew I would be bored.

           From the beginning of the book, there were too many characters introduced for the reader to fully grasp their names, their identities, and their personalities. The novelette is barely thirty pages, so there was no chance to flesh out that many characters or show considerable growth from the abysmal actions that the main character was taking part in. Throughout the story, the author wrote it in a way that promoted excessive drug and alcohol abuse, gang violence, and just overall stupidity. The synopsis and the way Pannebecker pitched this to me referenced the "tarot deck" and "magic" and I thought it would enlighten me on this subject, as I have no background knowledge on tarot decks at all. This book was all drinking, swearing, drugs, and violence. I didn't have too high of hopes, but I would have hoped to have a bit of structure and at least one solid character. 

          I still do not know the differences between the characters of this story. All of them were fairly similarly described and I didn't get attached to any of them. They were all fairly boring in my opinion. Their actions were stupid and showed no sign of common sense. The parents of the main character just let him make extremely stupid decisions and didn't really help much at all. It was extremely unrealistic and annoying. On top of the lame characters, the plot was not structured and there was no way of knowing what was going on. It just jumped around...I assume that time was passing, but there weren't too many indicators for time either. 

           Don't even get me started on the representation of women. Whenever a woman was mentioned, she was sexualized, they were defined by their physical attributes (also sexualized), and were put down by the male characters. The time period (which seemed to take place in the past?) cannot excuse the lack of gender diversity in this story. 

          
           Overall, I'm not sure what this story was supposed to be. I wasn't entertained at all, the characters were lame and really dumb, there wasn't a good plot, and it promoted violence, drugs, and underage drinking. It was a bit of a mess throughout. It was not what the synopsis made it out to be, and it was just thoroughly un-entertaining. 

      I do not recommend. 

      Happy reading!
      Olivia 
      ~LivTheBookNerd~

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